Fallen poems

[Fairy of Arabia]

maan .. when i read it.. it felt it like so deep 

yea next time cheerful emotions !! XP.. I wanna feel it too 

[FALLEN_ANGEL]

ok ok i'll write a poem that is so happy it will make you cry so much you dont know what hit you *happy poem happy poem*.. ok you might have to wait till my life is less tragic 
but i'll work on it,i'm writing one know for mesoh cos he's been an amazing bro lately and another about the sea, so just wait, coming soon in this topic. a HAPPY POEM by me  XD *sound imposable dosent it*

[Fairy of Arabia]

yaay.. !! i'm ;lookin farward .... be7amaas!!

special talk to FA ..

ya5ee et3arfeen hathi el 3afreeta elli awanha et3arf poem?  adbeeha... ekseeri 5ashemha bel poem thing !!!!   XD

[FALLEN_ANGEL]

working on it 

[FALLEN_ANGEL]

yeah yeah not a happy one yet, here is a poem for a friend *not RJ*

My Dear Friend….

I dreamt that you were all alone.
Crying and shaking from the cold
You were angry I could tell
Because you yelled & hit your fits till it bleed
Then you broke down bursting into tears
Crawling into your self
Hiding your wet face
I came to you nursing your bleeding hand
You looked up at me as I bandage your broken heart
Asking me is a whisper, why?
I didn’t know what to say
For I didn’t know why you cry this way
What was making you feel like hell?
You shock your head to push away the pain
I felt helpless; I didn’t know what to do
So I held you in my arms & told you that you’ll be ok
You started to laugh, like you lost your mind
Pushing me away, you got up and left
I watched you till the shadows swallowed you hall
Calling for you, but all I got was the echo of my voice
I woke up that night lost in thought
It’s been so long since I dreamt that dream
& still I see those tears and blood as you walked away
Here you still are. & I want to ask you
What made you lose your mind that cold dark night?
But then I remember it was a dream
So why is it still bothering me like this
For now I’m here when ever you’re in need
But one day I fear that dream would be real
You walked away because I couldn’t help
As I let you leave. I still can’t tell
Why? You felt like hell
I’m sorry if I ever fail you again
If I made you cry, please tell me why?
Just don’t walk away and leave me confused
My heart and mind can’t take that kind of abuse.

[Sientjuhna]

It's shitty to feel that way. But on the other hand it isn't, really, because it means that you really care for that person.

[kismet]

its a shame to kno they have someone close but find it hard 2 open up with others
other than that FA, i really like ur poems

[cerin]

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FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

*GULPS* tis ...tis ...tis. ....so sad! sad! sad!!! *gulps some more*

[FALLEN_ANGEL]

thanks girls. and sorry Cerin I didnt mean to make you cry ><... ok this new one will.... well you read it and comment, just know my words are always from the heart  ... and sorry if it upsets anyone... gome...


I cut my self not because I'm bored
This darkness deep in side of me,
Makes me feel Oh, so cold!
My waking life is there to remind me
The pain is like a thrill, indeed
That keeps me going on living

No blood falls, for my cuts aren't deep
So n o ones there to find me.
My dearest friend worries still
For she knows how I'm feeling
She always stops me and always will
Her worried face is there to hunt me.

What can I do if I feel so blue?
And I have no one to talk to.
My family walk away and make me cry
Never knowing why I hurt so wildly
Living my life in the dark shadow I hide.

Not knowing that it's them that hurt me most
Trying to escape where no one will ever find me
I live a lie that burns me.
For now I sit with my hands scared with time
As the numbness takes over I wish I could die.
Till next time the darkness takes over me..

[Fairy of Arabia]

thats soo haaaaaard   ._________________________________________.

its tearing me wallah .______.

[UN_LEASHED_DRAGON]

* hugs F_A * >____< although its sad and stuff i really liked it   



to FoA : tearin up my heart XDDD HEHEHE

[kismet]

OMG u got me all sad 
I totally can relate 2 ur peoms aaahhh

[FALLEN_ANGEL]

thanks girls ^_^, and sorry for making you cry and feel sad, ><

any way hope to post more poems but it will hopefully be happy, seeing i've desided to seee the world in a new way from now on ^_^..

[FALLEN_ANGEL]

They don’t know me,
I am a shadow of a child
A smile that is a lie
Secrets hidden deep inside
My voice is never heard
Tears that are unseen
My screams are inside me

They don’t see me,
Sitting all alone
Bleeding pain that makes me cold
 Whispers of my fate
Caned to the floor
Hate that boils my soul
Eyes that lost its life
Can’t see how I’m losing control

Nothing here but an empty shell
Wont except that my life is hell
These scars of hurting my self
Might heal but new ones are born

I feel hate but not their love
I see the pain that I gave
My burden is bigger than me
Wings torn from my soul
Why can’t they just let go?

Death is a coward’s escape
Too stubborn to let darkness take my fate
Yet this pain is to large to bare
So I rebel on them as they stare
 Don’t care anymore it’s my time to live

Their pleads I ignore like they did me
For I’m sick of living in their fantasy dream
I want to be me, I need to be freed
Shocking I know, cos no one see’s me!


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ok now for a happy one ^_^




A happy day
Smiling face’s shining its way
Jokes and laughter all around
New life is born to meet the crowd
A bundle of joy for us to see
Will this child be better than we?
Pink for a girl, blue for a boy
But rainbows for our hearts as we are filled with joy
10 tiny fingers and 10 tiny toes
As this little baby kicks & waves to the world
Singing voices to clam the mind
Put in to its mothers arms, its sleepy time
Little bright eyes slowly falls a sleep
Hush my little baby, sweet dreams.